Enjoy :D

We should forget those memories , pain and the things that make us sad . Yeah ! Cheer up and we should open the window and look the outside but not staring on the window curtain . Even though the window curtain is nice but you haven't realize that there's a lot of nice things outside the window . So , look everything with a positively minded . Yeah ! Thumbs up

Tomorrow is ? 

Tomorrow is Saturday . Yeah ! I will attend Yuan's carnival . This is awesome . But what a pity of me is I got tuition class tomorrow . This is really ridiculous . Aiyo aiyo . Sad lo ! Why my tuition class always having in inappropriate time , this make me feel tired la . Seriously I need sleep . I feel restless in this week .  

Forget about it . I need wake up early in the morning tomorrow . I scared that I'm not really energetic when I attend Yuan's Carnival , but I scared that I'm sleepy and yawning . So sad Angela cannot go but never-mind tomorrow Bridget muii and Su Jie got go . Yayhoo ... I will prepare my camera tomorrow . We take a lot of pictures come back.

I guess that my blog tomorrow will be full of interesting picture inside . Yeah , I'm so excited , don't know why . However , I need spend money again lo tomorrow . But never-mind la , once a year ma . It's worth . 

Note for Bridget : 

Muii , tomorrow maybe 12 like this I arrive there . So can you wait me at Chung Hua No.1 school gate ? I want all of you accompany me go in . Hehehe...Thanks ! Hope we enjoy tomorrow . 

Today we're really crazy , Stella , Minn and me were taking a lot of pictures at tuition just now . This is really funny . Okay okay , I shared some here . 

Blur -.- 

Stella , Minn and Me :)

Laugh die :D

This is really WHAT THE FUCK :)

So interested in pornography ??? OMG

Haha... We still took a lot of pictures just now but I'm lazy to upload a lot . Lalala ! Imma lazy boy :P

This Sunday I want hang out with Jie .Yeah ! Go to Boulevard . This week really enjoy . What should I call this week ? ENJOY WEEK ♥ ♥ 

Goodbye :D

Complicated

What is a Family ? 

A king sit on the throne and a lot of maids serf and obey you ? 

Or shouting while talking . Disguising a kind person to caring us ? 

Or be fake enthusiastic at other person front to shows your goodness ? 

Or underestimate us and insinuated us ? 

What we call this all ! Stupid and idiot things . Stop it in my life . 

That's a big differences between the person that high-education and low-education . Did you read moral books , in there says a family should forbearance each other and be tolerant . Loves your family and be proud of your wife and children . Did the moral books mention this ? Of course yes okay !

Don't treated us just like a king and a maid . We're not your maid , we won't work for you but we help you sometimes . I don't know how to describe all of this . Such a complicated situation . Yes , say the truth I'm not really satisfied with this home . Absolutely -.-

A lot of peoples think that all of us live in a big house look awesome and so whatever . But this is so fake in the surface on the other human's naked eyes . Obviously , we're not really enjoy our life but we always go through our life with forbearance all of the criticize , abstain a lot of obstacles . Hey , I know what love is ? No , I don't !

Approaching by unfair life . You should treated us fairly . We're not animals , and I strongly emphatic again we're not your maid okay . You should treated us just like you treat someone . Definitely correct , that should be ! If you feel regret or wasting , why you want to accept us ? 

What we need is freedom . 

What we need is loves .

What we need is tolerant .

What we need is sincere enthusiastic .

What we need is a perfect family . 

Don't be so bossy because a lot of peoples will hate you in someday even though not the next hour . Did you ever heard this idioms before ? 

" A house divided against itself cannot stand balance " 

You should feel proud and glad when your wife go out for work . But you keep abating my mum work's chances . Did you think for my mum feeling , why she go out for work ? Because the budget that you spend for us are not enough that's why . And I know that you always care about your reputation and face . 

But excuse me , my mum doesn't work at beside the road , and my mum didn't go for pub and become a hooker serving other man for income ! My mum work with a clean and good job . Apparently , she is helping you , if she got her own money and you can abate some burden . But with this all , you scared that my mum ruin your reputation ! What the heck -.-

You never know my mum's difficulties and tiredness . 

You never know teenager's life . 

You never know what we need . 

We didn't oppose you but it doesn't represent that we scared and daunt but we hate you . 

Remember this ! Forever whenever you're in everywhere or in coffin . 

Whatever , I don't want vindicate a lot here . So we must fortitude and stay strong . 

I need freedom and a perfect FAMILY !!!!!! 

I bet that I can't get this in whole my life ...

Tears...

 I always tell myself "stay strong,cheer up,be fortitude,speak without fear! " 

But all of this words doesn't make sense . Yes , I'm really happy nowadays . I always smile and laugh in everytime and everywhere . The surface shows that my life really wonderful . But , in the fact , it's awful ... sorry :/

Last night , I reply someone message . After that I accidentally viewed my inbox . There were a lot of conversations between you and me .Some text made me happy and smile suddenly , but majority words hurt me . So ridiculous ! I told myself that stopped reading the text but I'm attached by the stupid temptation . I was attracted :(

Yeah , whatever ! I cried last night . I'm still numbed and my tears rolled out non-stopped . My heart was pain and felt like just pressed by someone . I'm so tired . I can't slept last night . Some text I kept reading again and again ...

A lot of peoples that think that I'm so stupid , childish and whatever that were not satisfaction criticize because we hurt our wrist with knife . Yeah ! I'm really stupid . All of you always told me that spoke out your difficulties that you will felt better . Yes , I told everything but can you all helped me to solve it ? This is totally funny ...

Even though I didn't use knife but I'm using correction tape . I'm lazy to explained how to use it . I guessed all of you knew it . Yes , the pained really made me felt better . I cried terribly . In that moment , that's not me . I changed another person . I'm totally mess up ...

If you missing someone a lot , he or she will appeared in your dream . Because of that dream , I'm so self-abased . I can't accepted the dream . Whatever , you thought that I'm really stupid and childish but never mind . As long as I still loved you . 

Yes , my appearance really annoyed . I'm so much different compared to other boys . Yes , there's nothing to be self-abased . I was born not to be perfect . Fate were limited . Maybe we should created own path right now . I think this is the best way to settled everything . Yeah , I really annoying for you . We're doomed .

" To love is risk not being loved in return ,

  to hope is to risk pain , to try is to risk failure ,

  but risk must be taken because greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing... "

Memories are pain

When I'm down , always viewed my blog . Read all the funny or sad stories that happened before . When I'm reading , I felt like I'm going back to that time again ... But , some memories are really pained . You will bear your tears rolled out from your eyes when you read some articles ...

But never mind , I hoped that I enjoyed reading my personal history .

Perhaps , this is called life . Life were not such luscious things .
I'm totally down today . Definitely correct , about the same things again . However , my mouth spoke " I don't care" but my heart felt reluctant . I'm not really appetizing today .

I'm so sorry guys , I tried to cheer up myself today but it's doesn't work . I'm so sorry let you all worried about me . I don't know why suddenly I became like that . Sorry "iguana" because of my mistreated . lol

After that , I don't know why I wrote something weird on a paper . There's a lot of words OMG
I think that's a kind of expression ...
I'm talking with the paper ...
I wrote what I'm thinking that time
I wrote what I wanted to interpret to someone ...

Emotional & Expression 

A jie said that she had a long time didn't saw I smile . She pinched my chubby face and pull my muscle and said " Smile bro , don't think too much !" Jie , next time don't like this la . Don't do this when I'm bad mood because I scared that my tears rolled out accidentally . LOL

I almost cried when A jie told me this ... Fortunately I stop my tears from rolling out :P

Yeah , obviously I had a long time didn't smile ...
Now , there were two most effective medicine to recovered the real Desmond now .

First , the person that hurt me . Second , the next appearance .

Whatever , it's difficult to found a new appearance . It's not that easy to found a person that truthful loves you . So what I'm gonna to do now is try to smile . HEHEHEHEHEH :D
And facing everything with a opened-heart . Yeah !

Alright , there's no reason I should't smile .
I always cheered myself with this sentence . Yeah , it's a nice quote . We should use it in daily life .

I stop here today . Goodnight ♥

Love affair

Recently , a lot of people or the fellows that surrounded me really unfortunately , a lots of them love affair . You can see someone cry , some of them become emo again and someone did not come to school .  Yes , besides all of you , I'm the one who same circumstance with you all ... 

But cheer up my friends , that's nothing . That's useless if we cry because such things . We're not deserve to drop our tears with this kind of situation . But I will not blame the person that sad a while because what we call this is " human emotional" :) 

Friends , we must stay strong and be fortitude . This is our responsible . 

Yes ! Sometimes we may not undertake a heavy burden , but we should stand properly to ensure our life live appropriately . 

We must know that , if no one love us , never mind ! We start learning how to love and cherish ourself . We learn from mistaken and we look through experience and start learning how to appreciate now . If another person are not satisfied with us , never mind ! Look at the mirror , tell the mirror " Yes ! I'm perfect for myself" 

Complicated is natural phenomena between human relationship ...

Conflict are the things that we cannot guess ...

So we should look everything with a opened-heart . 

Sometimes , we may crry . 

But remember , after cryraise up your head . Be cheerful , because there's a lot of friends will care about you . You know , within friends , there's a wonderful world waiting for you after you're wake up from sadness . 

Sometimes we may always say that :

" Oh my goodness , life such a stupid things !" 

-Life such a stupid things if you're without the friends that caring about you . Remember :)

" We break-up because I'm not his or her type " 

-Never-mind , you're still the nice one in the mirror ...

" Obviously , he or she tell lies on me . Now he or she pull a long legs !" 

- He or she are useless and unfaithful . Yes , forget about this kind of people ...

" My life seems aimlessly "

- No ... You still haven't start your footstep on your life , how come it's aimlessly !

" I'm so tired ! I feel restless and sleepless  " 

- Never mind , take a break :)

" Cry whole the night ! " 

- Go ahead and cry again , I bet that you will lost your water in your body ...

" Whatever , I wanna suicide now ! " 

- Idiot things , hit your head with rock if you dare :)

Yes ... I said this all before . 

But nowadays , we can't go back and start a new beginning , but anyone can start today and make a new ending . So ! Cheer up all my friends ! We're still in the same boat , all of us need time .Break a leg :P 

There were no reason you should't smile 

" PERHAPS OUR EYES NEED TO BE WASHED BY OUR TEARS ONCE IN A WHILE , SO THAT WE CAN SEE LIFE WITH CLEARLY VIEW AGAIN "