SAD-->SMILE-->LAUGH♥

Anyonghaseyo. Isn't a good day for you all today? Hehehe :P

For me, absolutely YES :D

Food fair opened today but unfortunately I had no opportunity to go. But never-mind! I'm the one who were really HAPPY today. 

Honestly, I love today. Hehehehe :)

Yeah! YOU, get out from my life. Thanks for the new appearance. 

Now, Imma learned how to appreciate and cherish now. 

Hehehehe ! 

I felt like want to laughed =)

Yeah! I love this feeling. WOOHOOO 

BYE BYE :)

If I die young

If I die young, 

bury me in satin 

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in the river at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song 

Lord make me a rainbow,

I'll shine down on my mother

She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors Oh, and life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no Ain't even gray, but she buries her baby 

The sharp knife of a short life Well, I've had just enough time

If I die young, 

bury me in satin 

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in the river at dawn 

Send me away with the words of a love song 

The sharp knife of a short life 

Well, I've had just enough time 

And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom 

I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger I've never known the loving of a man 

But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand 

There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever 

Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life Well, 

I've had just enough time 

So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls What I never did is done 

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar

They're worth so much more after I'm a goner And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singing Funny, 

when you're dead how people start listening 

If I die young, 

bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in the river at dawn 

send me away with the words of a love song 

The ballad of a dove Go with peace and love Gather up your tears, 

keep 'em in your pocket Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh 

The sharp knife of a short life Well, 

I've had just enough time So put on your best, boys 

and I'll wear my pearls

...

Harlo :P

Well, I love this weekend actually. What a lovely weekend. 

I ate appetizingly, slept with sweet dreams. Yeah! That's good :)

I just moved my "Feng shui" in my room yesterday and I slept welly hehe. But unfortunately I woke up by my mum this morning with a shout! Pheww~Luckily I stayed cool :P

Mum told me that if I still wanna stay in bed she will not bought me a new school shoes for me. Just because of this I woke up immediately and prepared myself as fast as possible. In case I will slept until almost afternoon. Imma lazy piggy, don't blame yeah :)

After the delectable breakfast with family and after bought my school shoes, as usual cleaned my floor and moped it. And waited for their coming. Furthermore, we started our practice.This is how I behaved my life every weekend. Yeah! I loved those fantastic lifestyle. 

However, I saw him on Saturday. Actually, I'm the one who wanted to quit in this game but I joined again. This is ridiculous...Despite of him how he treated badly or good on me but I'm one who still scared losing in the games. 

Honestly, we had a small talk. It's fun. This made me rewind to the memories that belonging to us before. I won't felt sad or whatever feeling. But I can ensure that Imma really happy yesterday. Seriously, I missed you so much. Definitely correct, you asked the correct question but I'm not really that dauntless to tell you my answer. 

Sometimes I do realized that my importance were just temporary for you. This world lived with unfair, the person that appreciate someone so much but what we get was something that were not really worth and we're not deserve to get something better in this kind of circumstance.

Nonetheless, I looked through everything with a opened-heart. 

Conversely, how much you hurt me I just took it as a experience. 

Fortunately,tomorrow is Monday. 

Hope I can concentrate on my study.

JIA you JIA you Desmond :D

It's time to bed! 

Goodnight

Yuan's Carnival :)

Yeah ! Yuan's Carnival really awesome. Oh gosh, I didn't felt any regret when I attended Yuan's Carnival. It's so fantabulous and awesome. And I'm so happy today because I saw Adrian real person and I took a lot of pictures with Kong Jie . Hahahha... Two of them were handsome and cool . I love Adrian more and Kong Jie were my second idol .

Yuan's Carnival having at Chung Hua No.1 secondary school .
I took a lot of pictures today .
Now I would like to share some here :D

Adrian !!! 

While Adrian sings , I captured him :)

Next is Kong Jie . He is my second IDOL :)))

I love this ...

Kong Jie :)

Kong Jie , Jie and me :D

The day is still young after photo shooting. Then follow up by the leisure times...shopping, fellow friends gather up for delicious dishes.

Many happy return today :)

Definitely I will punctual to attend any activities organize by Yuan's Carnival in the nearest future or other clubs organization. 

Cha-ne :)

Enjoy :D

We should forget those memories , pain and the things that make us sad . Yeah ! Cheer up and we should open the window and look the outside but not staring on the window curtain . Even though the window curtain is nice but you haven't realize that there's a lot of nice things outside the window . So , look everything with a positively minded . Yeah ! Thumbs up

Tomorrow is ? 

Tomorrow is Saturday . Yeah ! I will attend Yuan's carnival . This is awesome . But what a pity of me is I got tuition class tomorrow . This is really ridiculous . Aiyo aiyo . Sad lo ! Why my tuition class always having in inappropriate time , this make me feel tired la . Seriously I need sleep . I feel restless in this week .  

Forget about it . I need wake up early in the morning tomorrow . I scared that I'm not really energetic when I attend Yuan's Carnival , but I scared that I'm sleepy and yawning . So sad Angela cannot go but never-mind tomorrow Bridget muii and Su Jie got go . Yayhoo ... I will prepare my camera tomorrow . We take a lot of pictures come back.

I guess that my blog tomorrow will be full of interesting picture inside . Yeah , I'm so excited , don't know why . However , I need spend money again lo tomorrow . But never-mind la , once a year ma . It's worth . 

Note for Bridget : 

Muii , tomorrow maybe 12 like this I arrive there . So can you wait me at Chung Hua No.1 school gate ? I want all of you accompany me go in . Hehehe...Thanks ! Hope we enjoy tomorrow . 

Today we're really crazy , Stella , Minn and me were taking a lot of pictures at tuition just now . This is really funny . Okay okay , I shared some here . 

Blur -.- 

Stella , Minn and Me :)

Laugh die :D

This is really WHAT THE FUCK :)

So interested in pornography ??? OMG

Haha... We still took a lot of pictures just now but I'm lazy to upload a lot . Lalala ! Imma lazy boy :P

This Sunday I want hang out with Jie .Yeah ! Go to Boulevard . This week really enjoy . What should I call this week ? ENJOY WEEK ♥ ♥ 

Goodbye :D

Complicated

What is a Family ? 

A king sit on the throne and a lot of maids serf and obey you ? 

Or shouting while talking . Disguising a kind person to caring us ? 

Or be fake enthusiastic at other person front to shows your goodness ? 

Or underestimate us and insinuated us ? 

What we call this all ! Stupid and idiot things . Stop it in my life . 

That's a big differences between the person that high-education and low-education . Did you read moral books , in there says a family should forbearance each other and be tolerant . Loves your family and be proud of your wife and children . Did the moral books mention this ? Of course yes okay !

Don't treated us just like a king and a maid . We're not your maid , we won't work for you but we help you sometimes . I don't know how to describe all of this . Such a complicated situation . Yes , say the truth I'm not really satisfied with this home . Absolutely -.-

A lot of peoples think that all of us live in a big house look awesome and so whatever . But this is so fake in the surface on the other human's naked eyes . Obviously , we're not really enjoy our life but we always go through our life with forbearance all of the criticize , abstain a lot of obstacles . Hey , I know what love is ? No , I don't !

Approaching by unfair life . You should treated us fairly . We're not animals , and I strongly emphatic again we're not your maid okay . You should treated us just like you treat someone . Definitely correct , that should be ! If you feel regret or wasting , why you want to accept us ? 

What we need is freedom . 

What we need is loves .

What we need is tolerant .

What we need is sincere enthusiastic .

What we need is a perfect family . 

Don't be so bossy because a lot of peoples will hate you in someday even though not the next hour . Did you ever heard this idioms before ? 

" A house divided against itself cannot stand balance " 

You should feel proud and glad when your wife go out for work . But you keep abating my mum work's chances . Did you think for my mum feeling , why she go out for work ? Because the budget that you spend for us are not enough that's why . And I know that you always care about your reputation and face . 

But excuse me , my mum doesn't work at beside the road , and my mum didn't go for pub and become a hooker serving other man for income ! My mum work with a clean and good job . Apparently , she is helping you , if she got her own money and you can abate some burden . But with this all , you scared that my mum ruin your reputation ! What the heck -.-

You never know my mum's difficulties and tiredness . 

You never know teenager's life . 

You never know what we need . 

We didn't oppose you but it doesn't represent that we scared and daunt but we hate you . 

Remember this ! Forever whenever you're in everywhere or in coffin . 

Whatever , I don't want vindicate a lot here . So we must fortitude and stay strong . 

I need freedom and a perfect FAMILY !!!!!! 

I bet that I can't get this in whole my life ...

Tears...

 I always tell myself "stay strong,cheer up,be fortitude,speak without fear! " 

But all of this words doesn't make sense . Yes , I'm really happy nowadays . I always smile and laugh in everytime and everywhere . The surface shows that my life really wonderful . But , in the fact , it's awful ... sorry :/

Last night , I reply someone message . After that I accidentally viewed my inbox . There were a lot of conversations between you and me .Some text made me happy and smile suddenly , but majority words hurt me . So ridiculous ! I told myself that stopped reading the text but I'm attached by the stupid temptation . I was attracted :(

Yeah , whatever ! I cried last night . I'm still numbed and my tears rolled out non-stopped . My heart was pain and felt like just pressed by someone . I'm so tired . I can't slept last night . Some text I kept reading again and again ...

A lot of peoples that think that I'm so stupid , childish and whatever that were not satisfaction criticize because we hurt our wrist with knife . Yeah ! I'm really stupid . All of you always told me that spoke out your difficulties that you will felt better . Yes , I told everything but can you all helped me to solve it ? This is totally funny ...

Even though I didn't use knife but I'm using correction tape . I'm lazy to explained how to use it . I guessed all of you knew it . Yes , the pained really made me felt better . I cried terribly . In that moment , that's not me . I changed another person . I'm totally mess up ...

If you missing someone a lot , he or she will appeared in your dream . Because of that dream , I'm so self-abased . I can't accepted the dream . Whatever , you thought that I'm really stupid and childish but never mind . As long as I still loved you . 

Yes , my appearance really annoyed . I'm so much different compared to other boys . Yes , there's nothing to be self-abased . I was born not to be perfect . Fate were limited . Maybe we should created own path right now . I think this is the best way to settled everything . Yeah , I really annoying for you . We're doomed .

" To love is risk not being loved in return ,

  to hope is to risk pain , to try is to risk failure ,

  but risk must be taken because greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing... "

Memories are pain

When I'm down , always viewed my blog . Read all the funny or sad stories that happened before . When I'm reading , I felt like I'm going back to that time again ... But , some memories are really pained . You will bear your tears rolled out from your eyes when you read some articles ...

But never mind , I hoped that I enjoyed reading my personal history .

Perhaps , this is called life . Life were not such luscious things .
I'm totally down today . Definitely correct , about the same things again . However , my mouth spoke " I don't care" but my heart felt reluctant . I'm not really appetizing today .

I'm so sorry guys , I tried to cheer up myself today but it's doesn't work . I'm so sorry let you all worried about me . I don't know why suddenly I became like that . Sorry "iguana" because of my mistreated . lol

After that , I don't know why I wrote something weird on a paper . There's a lot of words OMG
I think that's a kind of expression ...
I'm talking with the paper ...
I wrote what I'm thinking that time
I wrote what I wanted to interpret to someone ...

Emotional & Expression 

A jie said that she had a long time didn't saw I smile . She pinched my chubby face and pull my muscle and said " Smile bro , don't think too much !" Jie , next time don't like this la . Don't do this when I'm bad mood because I scared that my tears rolled out accidentally . LOL

I almost cried when A jie told me this ... Fortunately I stop my tears from rolling out :P

Yeah , obviously I had a long time didn't smile ...
Now , there were two most effective medicine to recovered the real Desmond now .

First , the person that hurt me . Second , the next appearance .

Whatever , it's difficult to found a new appearance . It's not that easy to found a person that truthful loves you . So what I'm gonna to do now is try to smile . HEHEHEHEHEH :D
And facing everything with a opened-heart . Yeah !

Alright , there's no reason I should't smile .
I always cheered myself with this sentence . Yeah , it's a nice quote . We should use it in daily life .

I stop here today . Goodnight ♥

Love affair

Recently , a lot of people or the fellows that surrounded me really unfortunately , a lots of them love affair . You can see someone cry , some of them become emo again and someone did not come to school .  Yes , besides all of you , I'm the one who same circumstance with you all ... 

But cheer up my friends , that's nothing . That's useless if we cry because such things . We're not deserve to drop our tears with this kind of situation . But I will not blame the person that sad a while because what we call this is " human emotional" :) 

Friends , we must stay strong and be fortitude . This is our responsible . 

Yes ! Sometimes we may not undertake a heavy burden , but we should stand properly to ensure our life live appropriately . 

We must know that , if no one love us , never mind ! We start learning how to love and cherish ourself . We learn from mistaken and we look through experience and start learning how to appreciate now . If another person are not satisfied with us , never mind ! Look at the mirror , tell the mirror " Yes ! I'm perfect for myself" 

Complicated is natural phenomena between human relationship ...

Conflict are the things that we cannot guess ...

So we should look everything with a opened-heart . 

Sometimes , we may crry . 

But remember , after cryraise up your head . Be cheerful , because there's a lot of friends will care about you . You know , within friends , there's a wonderful world waiting for you after you're wake up from sadness . 

Sometimes we may always say that :

" Oh my goodness , life such a stupid things !" 

-Life such a stupid things if you're without the friends that caring about you . Remember :)

" We break-up because I'm not his or her type " 

-Never-mind , you're still the nice one in the mirror ...

" Obviously , he or she tell lies on me . Now he or she pull a long legs !" 

- He or she are useless and unfaithful . Yes , forget about this kind of people ...

" My life seems aimlessly "

- No ... You still haven't start your footstep on your life , how come it's aimlessly !

" I'm so tired ! I feel restless and sleepless  " 

- Never mind , take a break :)

" Cry whole the night ! " 

- Go ahead and cry again , I bet that you will lost your water in your body ...

" Whatever , I wanna suicide now ! " 

- Idiot things , hit your head with rock if you dare :)

Yes ... I said this all before . 

But nowadays , we can't go back and start a new beginning , but anyone can start today and make a new ending . So ! Cheer up all my friends ! We're still in the same boat , all of us need time .Break a leg :P 

There were no reason you should't smile 

" PERHAPS OUR EYES NEED TO BE WASHED BY OUR TEARS ONCE IN A WHILE , SO THAT WE CAN SEE LIFE WITH CLEARLY VIEW AGAIN "

Patrick again ♥

What we call this ? 

A Patrick Family . 3 members only , but never mind . I will a penny saved is a penny earned to collect the next one . Bigger and bigger . Yayhoo ! I'm so happy about this . You know I love Patrick so much ! So obvious . I got the collection now . Whatever , I will take care them heedfully muahahah :) 

I know for some people they think that is a type of squander but for me it's worth . Take an example , you go to ask Angry bird's lover , Domo's lover etc etc . They will not feel squander at all with those things because the "lover" word mention it apparently . 

Florence , she promise that she want to buy the big big Patrick for me , same I need to buy a big big Snoopy for her . Yeah ! We all in the same boat——saving money . 

I'm sad because I spend RM20 to buy my Small Patrick and Little Patrick :( 

I gonna bankrupt soon la . What the hell . By the time I need save a lot of money to buy Florence's Snoopy . So break a leg Desmond ! :P

Left to right *

Patrick , Small Patrick and Little Patrick ♥

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A person with unbalance emotional , sometimes she talk with you sometimes she just look you with a second when she pass through you . I'm so tired with this kind of person , if you want to dance with other group just go ahead , you can join every group as you like but can you just get permission from leader ? 

I'm a person that good to talk , just tell me and give a reasonable reason . So what , I have no idea . I thought you're good before but now you make me more disappointed . You want to oppose me , just do whatever you want . I'm admit that I'm not really a good person , but at least you discuss with me first and I will not get mad easily . 

Because of me you criticize by teacher badly , because of that time performance you hate me and try to keep away from me . Why you want to do like that ? Think positively , don't be so childish anymore . Quarrel something that are nonsense . Be mature okay . 

I'm the one who always protect all your relationship between friends . I didn't recognized obviously . But what I do is nothing . Sometimes I'm really tired you know , if can I just demolish whole the things , end everything ! You make me disappointed really ! Besides you , the other one did the same thing too !

Can you just sit down a talk softly , solve the problem or conflict with conversation but not trying to make a blemishes to another person reputation , abate each other ! Where's all your lovely , trustful and amicable ? Can we be just like before ! We can abstain a lot a lot of things , but depends how you do . 

Whatever , I just wish everything can be fine as usual . 

I just realized that protect flawlessly are impossible . 

"Happiness is an attitude . 

 We either make ourselves miserable or happy and strong .

 The amount of work are the same "